sorry blog

I ignored you for the full summer almost.

I'm happy to say that I've taken another step towards my reason of moving home, I'll be a certified nursing assistant by the end of the year. Going back to school was hard after not being in it for over 7 years, but it's a step in the right direction for my goal and what I want to do.

Matter of fact, my biggest report/presentation is due this coming Monday morning at 8am, and we had to choose from a list of diseases provided by our teacher. Guess what was at the top of the list and was what i decided to sign up for? It's bittersweet but it's forced me to again look into and remind myself of what the future holds.

Today right now I'm sitting at a laptop-only desk in the public library in downtown Madison watching videos of people with Huntington's Disease, trying to decide how far I want to go with this report.

I haven't started it yet.

I don't know if i can or if I want to include anything about Emily or not. I emailed my teacher for permission to use personal experience but I'm undecided if it's something that I want to let my class know. Half of them irritate the living shit out of me and I'd want to slap them if they didn't pay attention. Therefore, I'm undecided. Plus, this shit is personal. I've never been good with expressing myself in an honest true way. I tried the whole band thing and the ego of the other singer took over and now that short goal was killed. Word of advice? Never join a band. Well, if you play an instrument, go for it, but don't be a chick singer in a group of has-been nobodys.

Anyways, emily is doing ok. She hasn't shaved her head since the last time I saw her thankfully. To my knowledge no mullet is present either. I get to see her and the kids this weekend, it's Cheese Days in Monroe. Laugh it up. It's cool. Cheese rocks. I havent seen her at all this summer except for in the beginning when I went to the zoo with her Rusty and the kids. I kinda miss that weird chick. She was going to come up for Taste of Madison but her boyfriends brakes needed work on his car so she didn't make it which was ok because I randomly went to go see my boyfriend in CA for the weekend. Yeah, wish me luck on this one I dont have good luck in that category do i? Ugh. This weekend should be quite stellar. My parents are having a party saturday during the day and somewhat of a Bystry family reunion. There shall be polish sausage for all! ....and beer. :)

Time to stop putting off my report. I'll post it on here after it's all done, maybe. Happy Cheese Days weekend to you all and to all a good night.