Get a move on!

In 12 hours I'm going to be wondering if I forgot anything since I'll need to be at the airport to check in 2 hours after. INSANE.... This is all becoming reality. My best friend from middle school is helping me out with a huge beautiful place to live until I'm on my feet. Thanks to her my clothes are already up in the closet.. lol. I've got interviews lined up waiting for my arrival. I've got friends planning my bday celebration (I fly in that very night.)

Things are happening. It's a really intense feeling.

This time tomorrow I am going to be sitting in Japan somewhere, during a long long layover, reading a book, eating sushi, maybe sleeping.

Time for changes. I'm ready. Called Em just a minute ago, she says "happy birthday" between cigarette breathes. I told her she's early because it's not until midnight, she then asked if she could call me later since she'll have free minutes when it actaully is my birthday so she will be able to wish me a better one. What a dork. Can't wait..

I'm scared to go home and see my grandfather without my grandmother. I'm scared to see Emily and try to not react if she's had any progression in her disease.

Me leaving Guam is a big thing, I wanted to live here forever. I didn't plan any type of going away party or birthday thing. My friends came together recently enough for my fundraisers, and I've spent time around those that mean the most to me, so I'm content. Now I get to be able to see that whole group of other people who mean something to me, at home.

Maybe since it's my birthday I can be bumped up to first class? That would be neat.

I'll update this from Japan, but for now, hafa adai. Goodbye Guam.